While trying not to kill this keyboard, and trying not to think about the possible consequences of writing this, I will continue.
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The one thing I cannot stand is lying. It makes me sick when I have to lie. Finding out about a lie is a nasty thing, especially when having sworn to another you would never.
The only thing I can do is wait for my phone to tell me I have a message and read the explanation.
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There we go, phone rang, and quite the timing too.
However I'm still puzzled, feeling quite less upset now. Probably were my paranoid feelings again, will have to try to get rid of those at some point.
It's no good having the urge every time to completely check someones PC when they're not around. However, now I can be honest about it at least. Honesty helps in a relationship.
I know I trust him completely, but the way I'm still paranoid (OK it's less than before, but still there sadly), doesn't help at all.
It's just the way one text message will just take it all away, makes me trust the future, I will be okay at some point.
I have faith the two of us can handle anything that comes our way.
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